in response to the recent comments about me blasting the boards. I
have more drive and intensity,and motivation behind promoting this
band because the clock is ticking. Right now it doesn't prevent me
from singing . i don't have forever to do what i was put here to do.
if i did things would be different but the aren't. i don't know how
bad it is but it gets gradually worse. I have no healthcare insurance
life insurance or pension. I have no desire to give up on my career
though i have just recently filed for disability.I would prefer to
work until i am unable to do so. Till the end.
Right now as i type this i have no income. I wrote a letter to the
american lung association that is posted to their site. I kept the
fact about haveing this lung disease until i had the focus of
viacom,cbs,infinity strictly based on our music.I did this so as not
to gain any unfair attention on my career. I've known about haveing
this for 6 years. I didn't even tell the band about it and i havent
said anything to them yet. so if the amount of posts and
length,content bothers you i'm sorry but you have your way of doing
things i have a different motivation than you. the posts will
continue and i'll try not to use any caps.
when my career takes off you will never see me post anything again.
This really isn't my thing. I do it because i have to. Its my job its
my life and career. If i don't do it it won't be done. thanks, eddie
crowe
i feel much better now
once i wrote the letter and they posted it i felt that a million tons
of stress was lifted off of me. As far as using caps, i type straight
to the keys from my mind,i don't look at the screen. the caps lock
light doesn't work and sometimes i realize far into the message that
it is in caps. i don't know how to fix it and send it rather than
type it over so from now on i'll try not to use the caps or the lock
at all. thanks again eddie crowe just doing my job.