A Lawyer friend of mine went through all of my writings about Nisha
on this site and in her Guestbook. There is NOTHING there to even
remotely remind someone of a stalker, unless your mind is there
already, mine's not. And when my friend read all of my entries,
there were no signs of anything, but pure admiration for the woman.
I am not lusting after her, or saying vulgar things about her, just
saying I like her face, (I am a Portrait Artist after all) I like her
films, she was nice, warm and caring when I met her. Now I am sorry
I changed my photo that I was so proud of after Nisha signed it for
me. I had a little bit of a complex, thinking maybe it was odd, but
it has been there for a few years and nobody else said anything but
nice things about that photo, today I was even asked why I took it
off and when I told them they were shocked, pissed and then after a
few f words about the comment he said he thought that was a good
photo and I should put it back. It WILL be changed back. I do not
know how a photo of someone holding a framed signed photo of their
favorite celebrity can be creepy, that's weird. Why, 'cause I did
not smile, I do not usually smile for photos, that's me. What is
wrong with the world today? I have seen many photos of people
holding photos of the people they admire, but when I do it there is
something wrong. Well, I am not putting up with anymore negative
remarks, it is wrong, unfair, and totally f'd up. It took us a few
hours to go through everything on the sites, but it was well worth
it. I am going to continue to compliment Nisha, there is NOTHING to
tone down. And as far as Nisha's Blog goes - I always go there when
I need a good laugh and sometimes I will leave a message, but there
is no harm in that, either. Nisha has a great sense of humor and the
items on her Blog are hysterical, that is why I go there. I'm sorry
if some people think I am weird, I cannot waste time on what other
people think of me when it is all blown out of proportion and
negative. But Nisha is my favorite celeb, that is not going to
change. I simply admire her and hope to one day meet up with her
again at one of her Premieres, is that so wrong? Even if we don't
meet again, that is fine, too, I have my memories. It isn't everyday
that one gets to meet someone they really admire. It is my
responsibilty to keep everyone informed about Nisha's projects, that
is what this club is all about, and I do just that, when I can. How
scary is that? And she IS Beautiful, Gorgeous, Talented, and so
lucky to be doing what she is doing and being a success. I commend
you Nisha. There is NOTHING wrong with one woman thinking another
woman is Beautiful. I think some men are attractive, too. So, hope
this clears everything up about the shtuff that went down yesterday,
I would rather forget about it and go on with my life, enjoying what
little time I may have with Mom and keeping the other residents
entertained. Peace be with all. And no more negativity here.
Spirit....