Since I am one of the only people writing here and want to keep the
club active, does that make me 'obsessed'? Yes, I am still ranting
about this stalking thing, it has hurt me like hell to read that, it
is very painful to even think someone would think so low of me. I
have put this club together over close to a 3 year period, I do
appreciate the members here. There are others who like other celebs,
do they get called obsessed when they always write about them? I
don't think so. I am not going to tone anything down, this is a club
I wanted to create for Nisha and her real fans, not people who want
to down grade me for trying to keep this club alive so Yahoo does not
shut it down. What about all of the Beatle fanatics, were they all
obsessed, I am sure there were some that called all of them gorgeous,
what is wrong with that? They were. But this is a club to talk
about Nisha, not to downgrade the creater, yes-I am very distraught
over this. Has anyone out there been called an obsessive stalker?
That is how I am taking this, I am very hurt by just this one
person's oppinion of my comments, sorry if they seem a bit much, but
you cannot stop a person from admiring another, and that is all that
it is, admiration. I had to write again because I wanted to get my
thoughts out. I don't go out there and intentionally hurt anyone,
like I have been hurt.
This is for you, Nisha, I am sorry if you had the feeling I was
stalking you, I'm not. I only simply admire your films, you are a
beautiful, wonderful person and I wish no harm to come to you, I want
to see you make it and yes, maybe I am obsessed-over your films. I
hope I make myself clear to anyone who has any doubts.
Disturbed and Sad,
Monica